Metamorphosis
February 19, 2024
Writer: Bella Goldberg
Editor: KayLynn Young
Just as a caterpillar morphs into a butterfly, we as individuals, go through substantial changes while growing up. Butterflies hold a significant symbolism in the process of growth and maturation, much like humans transitioning through the various stages of life.
When I was 4 years old my grandmother passed away. Being so young, I never understood the concept of loss so I never processed this drastic life event that would alter my family for years to come. To my 4-year-old self, one day my grandmother was here and by the next, she wasn't. To my mom, this was an earth-shattering event that would never be recoverable.
Butterflies have a short lifespan, which is hard to admit, but so did my grandma. However, the existence of a butterfly is bright and beautiful. From all the memories my mom has shared, and from what I can remember, she was a breath of fresh air and my grandmother could light up any room she walked into. She was gorgeous, one of a kind, and her beauty was unmatched— just like a butterfly. My grandma makes me realize how precious time can be and how beautiful the life one lives is.
Although I only got to meet my grandma for a short period of time I know she is with me through every event that I incur. Every time I see a butterfly, I know it is her watching over me. At first, when I was younger, I was fascinated by the beauty of this unique creature. I never understood why I was so drawn to something that seemingly had no significance to me before my grandma's passing. It wasn't until I got older and have witnessed these beautiful creatures at every major event in my life. All this to say, I now realize a butterfly's presence is my grandma's way of saying hello.
For my 18th birthday, there was only one thing I wanted: a tattoo. I knew that I was going out of state for college and I wanted a reminder of safety and home. The memory of my grandma makes me feel exactly that. I have 2 butterflies behind my ear that represent our relationship and a little reminder that she is with me through everything. Along with my tattoo, for my high school graduation, my grandpa bought me a butterfly necklace. I wear this necklace every day and only take it off if I am nervous about losing it. All of these little things serve as a reminder for me to never forget my grandma's beautiful life and the memories she holds.
With the presence of butterflies, I now realize my grandma has been with me through every stage of my life. Watching over me and guiding me through my pursuits, passions, and pathways.
